I went out of the house to smoke. A thousand
Buntings in the brown stalks, scolding
The sudden cold
That’s come down from Canada
That rushes the clouds to illusion, an old moon
Behind them seems to plummet—
The fat yellow spider, out earlier with the thaw,
Lowers herself on silk which
Turns solid in the cold,
Surprising us both.
She tries to climb by eating the string of ice
But can’t and waits—
I put my hand under her,
Scissors over rock, she drops
Into soft hands.
I bring her inside the house
And put her in the stone cupboard
That has no ceiling, that was
A chimney in another century. If
I am ever translated into sky
I will expect my spit to turn to ice
And I will eat it and rise, unlike
The yellow spider, like the brides
And mother of Christ.

