Alicia Jo Rabins
Florida

There are beautiful girls out there on the beach

like baubles on the world's wrist.

I'm surprised when they let me kiss them.  (Rarely).

But I'm lucky, I tell myself all the time.  You're lucky, 

it's very important that you understand how lucky you are:                          don't help me write this letter, just step back 

and think about it for a minute.

What you call lonely, someone else would call "not-hungry,"

"not-afraid-for-my-life." 

So why are you crying, dear I? 

There's a seashell I want to pick up.  I want to stick my tongue

in its salty whorls. Yes, it hurts to want,

doesn't it.  It never stops hurting. 

And you’ll never be comfortable in Florida:

long thin land of bathing suits and alligators,

the whole state is a charm bracelet

on the wrist of a girl 

you’re not supposed to touch.  

 

 
Found In Volume 44, No. 04
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Alicia Jo Rabins
About the Author

Alicia Jo Rabins won the 2015 APR/Honickman First Book Prize for her collection Divinity School. She is also a composer, musician, and Torah scholar. Alicia’s poems appear in Ploughshares,  6x6, The Boston Review, and elsewhere.  She teaches ancient Jewish texts to children and adults and performs internationally as a violinist and singer.  Alicia lives in Portland, Oregon with her husband, daughter, and son.