What could she say? Little money,
little chance for work, a drunk for
a husband she no longer lover,
and now she leaves her winter hat
on the train. Trains feel vast.
Devon's room—not so vast. But it
doesn't move, so she's sitting
there before he comes home smashed
and angry, or maybe he will just
fall down. She reads a few pages
of a book half-backwards. A
hopeless attempt to snap to, to
have something in this life pull
her out of this, like the moon,
the moon's a puller. Like the train:
the train's a puller of forgetfulness
and power and destination far into
the reaches of the forests. What
could she say? Oh she can talk to
herself, but now she's got to get
out, and words won't do this. Al-
most as it words make you stay more.
She doesn't even have a hat to reach
for so can she make the door? Oh
prayer for the hat to be a puller
for her even as it circles the city
or enters someone else's flat, hat
have an arm to keep her from his fist,
moon and train, moon and train, moon
and train: pull her, pull her, pull her.