Mother’s milk in my belly
and a little of her shit, too,
so that I might eat
of the sour-green steppes
that opened endlessly
before me, though not long
after I slid into sunlight
and the grass-world I slid
again into the mudhole,
and screamed, and screaming
sucked clay into my trunk
till I lay on the bottom,
my milk-tusks not even
sprouted, a sweet undercoat
of fat ready for my first winter,
and I am still one month old,
and forty thousand years without my mother.