Only an All-Powerful Name
invoked again and again
gives me victory
over middle age, a chronic virus,
the disinclination to lift these weights,
and the crevice between my eyes
reflected to me from mirrors that are everywhere
mocking the idea that my body can be beautiful in this life.
But I’m shocked to discover,
looking up from my hundredth whispered Bismillah,
I’m not the only one praying here:
the brute on the fly machine
with the black bandanna over his shaved skull—
R.I.P. WOLFMAN SHORTY inked by hand
on his right biceps, Twin Towers on the left,
his sexy little belly, if I read right, that says
he’s caught the kitty too (from shooting up,
my guess, and not like me, from men)—
as he inserts the weight pin at 150
murmurs “Just one more,”
crosses himself, kisses
something he holds in his right hand,
then touches the weights in front of his heart
with a tremendous spasm of will—
Oh God
help us to lift it
and go on lifting it,
the heavy burden of Your light.