Let me be pure/let me be holeless
The safest girls are those who stay quiet
Saints would stitch their lips shut with black wire
I always said that one day I would be holy
I always said that one day I would be a swan
Mute and nothing but tar and lovely feathers
We used to mix vinegar with salt water
Gargle it to look for cuts inside our throats
I used to swab my own throat until I choked on the cotton
Once I coughed for so long my lungs fell out
Once I forgot how to speak
Once I became all stone
Once I was something not girl
Once I was a bird